So forgive me if this is not as exciting as most people's blogs can be. I used to keep a diary when I was a teenager, but blogging seems to be the more up-to-date way of expressing feelings, opinions, emotions, and allowing others to perhaps get a glimpse into this mind of mine.
I have recently made a LOT of changes in my life. Growing up I feared change.... I would cry anytime my parents traded in a car! Yea, it was that bad. I would get used to the new car and when the time came that they would trade that one in I would cry once again. I guess it was because I was used to that unchanged comfort in my life; I was hesitant to accept any changes to this security and daily way of life. Now that I am older I see that change is an inevitable part of life that I embrace with open arms. We need change in our lives to adjust what is handed our way. The changes I have made in my life have allowed me to dispose of the negatives to make time for the positives. I am no longer worrying about the things which used to bother me.... and I have to admit, it's an uplifting feeling.
Recently, I finally watched Twilight. When it first came out I had absolutely NO interest in reading the books or watching the movie. I thought people were pure crazy for being as obsessed as they were. After watching the movie I am too now addicting. The books are amazing and the love between the two characters takes my breath away. Love is meant to have that type of unconditional meaning and I find today many relationships lack this aspect. I find myself relating to Bella because my love for Wes is so strong that I want to spend forever and eternity with him. I know, its cheesy, but so true. He really is amazing. I think thats why I am so into this saga now, because I can relate. Maybe not to the whole human-vampire thing, but you know what I mean.
Time to call it a night.... this dispatcher has to rise early for work. Goodnight everyone. :)
